integration

spring is breathing through the arroyos in swells of wind and dust that rest on the burgeoning tips of green life pushing out of the ends of tree limbs and shrubbery bushes. birds laugh and sing the prismatic song of life returning to the earths surface in brilliant lusty gasps, and humans dance the mating dance of spring, seeking to love eachother or to delve so deeply into projects the whole being is bathed in strobing life pulses. in these moments, each breath is an act of god, each movement of the hand a devotion to all that is beautiful in being. in these moments we draw up out of our immersion in the depths of potential with a set of colors and curves specifically ours determined to be birthed into the new receptivity of the world in which our souls are dancing the physical experience. we emerge into the moment with our offering, it's unfinished novelty the best of the beauty of it. we bring our new song to the fire and sing the spirits of our kindred to rapture with our loving.
soon to be mayday, imbolc, the fires of beltane burning in every heart, whether the traditions are known or wondered. as you emerge into spring, as we turn towards the light of summer with all of our hopes and dreams and visions for existence brandished before us as mighty love swords, what dream are you dancing awake? these are not standard moments that we move in now, these are moments full of life and full of meaning. where we are in this moment is where we will make our stand for the creation of the new reality of humanity and life on this planet. if you are in love, are you In Your Love? make your being in love an act of Being in Love. make it a principle instead of a situation. make it an offering instead of a meal. and if you are not in love, how could you be there?
i have learned something about love these last few linear years - the power of love is the power of the universe. it has nothing to do with interpersonal relationships (though in these we delve into the microcosmic diorama of the principle) and everything to do with transcendant truth. in real love there is no value system, because truth doesn't work with value systems. it is, by it's nature, transcendant - it moves beyond the third dimension. love and truth are the same. love and truth are clarity. value systems are for linear life and for the mind. they have a place and a function, but they are a manifestation of a universal principle, not the principle itself. they are out a few rings from the center - follow me?
what i mean by "love is transcendant truth" is this - the frequency of love is pure unto itself and either draws things into resonance with it or trenders them down into wht is that frequency within themselves so that they can grow in that light. it is alchemical. what we experience as interpersonal love with all of our grasping and pushing and fearing and needing is not love, but the fears of the mortal self that arise (about deprivation) once a being has touched the face of god. love is what created the engagment, and that essence is pure. when we move into the intelligence that love is beyond "me" and "you", we move into the actualization of our divine potential in the huam nexperience. we are, in part, here to merge the infinite and the finite through the vessel of the body, the vessel of consciousness. we can do this in transcendant love. when i stand in my center and love without my loving being contingent on creatures or circumstances, then i am true magi, true avatar, and my power is infinite. by being fully In Love, i am a pure emmisary of universal truth. and in this way, i may serve my third dimensional reality with all of the power of the universe moving through me.
so as we move into the crux of the shifting of humanities experience on earth, how is your spirit? are you living in your center? are you In Love?